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Celeste epitomizes high school success: top grades, head cheerleader, even dating the star quarterback. Life couldn’t be better with a picture-perfect family and college on the horizon. But as she drifts off to sleep on the eve of her 17th birthday, Celeste never fathoms waking up over 1,000 years in the future.

Transported to a world both unfamiliar and strangely linked to her own, Celeste discovers she’s the heir to a royal lineage and her mother is a long-lost princess. Yet as secrets unravel and familial rifts emerge, the once harmonious facade of her family begins to splinter.

Navigating impossible choices, Celeste’s journey becomes a quest for self-discovery and strength. In the chaos, she discovers the power within her identity, the importance of family, and the treasures of genuine friendships. Embark on Celeste’s journey as she boldly faces the mysteries ahead, shaping her fate with courage and unwavering determination.


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Bryan Asbury ~ Author Interview

Bryan Asbury was born and raised in Pueblo, Colorado. Growing up, he was heavily inspired by Stephen King, as well as “Tales From the Crypt” and “The Twilight Zone.” He is currently a regular contributor for “The Chilling Tales For Dark Nights Network” and has had five of his stories adapted into podcast productions. He’s been featured in the Pueblo Chieftain, a local southern Colorado newspaper, as well as local bookstores and libraries, and recently his book can be found on the shelves of Barnes and Noble in Colorado. His writing style is distinctive and often strays from traditional horror by also combining comedy and suspense with a focus on twisted endings. He continues to try and expand his portfolio and aspires to eventually adapt his stories into movies or television shows.

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NOTE: The Correct Spelling of Bryan’s last name is ASBURY not ASHBURY!

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Bryan Asbury’s first collection of short stories features four of his best “spine-chilling tales” (The Pueblo Chieftain). He often combines suspense, thriller, horror and comedy into one, that truly delivers a unique writing style that is all his own. His stories have even been adapted into full-scale podcast productions that have been aired globally. These tales will leave you with an unsettling feeling long after the last page.

After a successful attorney has a chance encounter with a homeless man outside of a grocery store, his life takes a tragic and disturbing turn. A terrifying tale about the darkside of giving and receiving.


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The Fish King and the Two Wise Ghosts by Francis H Powell

THE FISH KING AND THE TWO WISE GHOSTS

A fishy tale that begins with a king who has two wise ghost friends and his tricky search for a queen The first to try to win the king’s hand, the fishy Princess Chipolata, is discovered by the two ghosts trying to steal the crown jewels. At first, the king refuses to believe them. Finally, Princess Chipolata is sent to prison.

The King continues his search by placing an advertisement on social media, “Fish Hook.” He gets a lot of responses; however, all the hopeful queens are most unsuitable. When he sets his eyes on one of his sister’s friends, his search comes to a happy end. Only one problem remains: he has to introduce two ghosts, who like to play jokes on people, to his future bride.

In the second part of the book. The king and queen produce royal heirs. Prince Erik likes ghosts in the same way as his father. A party takes place, and the ghosts spook some of the guests. When Prince Erik grows up, he tells his parents he wants to go on a long adventure. He sees and does some incredible things. After he returns, the kingdom is once again a happy place.

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EXERT

There once was a Fish King who lived in an old, ruined castle deep in a magical ocean. As well as many servants, there lived two wise ghosts. One day Ghosts John and Henry looked at the king and said, “Sire, your clothes are so out of date, and your palace is now in a terrible state. We ghosts have haunted it, over hundreds of years, but the splendor it had, has long disappeared.”

The Fish King pulled a face and looked at the crumbling walls, as some bricks tumbled to the floor. “You may have a point,” the king mumbled, it could do with some sprucing up. He also summoned the royal tailor to conjure up some dazzling designs. The two ghosts were always friendly and gave good advice. They would only scare people who were not very nice. They spoke to the king almost every day and when he was a boy, they loved to play with him. They would tell him jokes and whizzed round the palace and would play terrible tricks on his young sister Alice. They appeared from nowhere at the foot of her bed, she would shriek and scream, till her face went bright red.

One day the Fish King woke with a most terrible fright. There was something on his mind, something not quite right. A thought came to him, like a flash in his mind. I need to find a queen who is both beautiful and kind. A search through the kingdom was soon under-way. A list was drawn up of suitable candidates. Weeks later Princess Chipolata arrived at the palace. Her wicked smile soon had the king under her spell. It seemed that the Fish King had met his chips. He even kissed this fishy princess on the lips. Ghosts Henry and John wondered about the king’s catch. Was this fishy princess such a good match? Though King Fish and Chips seemed to go together. The two wise ghosts thought that they knew better.

When some of the king’s crown jewels suddenly went missing, the two ghost friends immediately knew who was behind this outrage. The princess seemed to 5 be always sneaking about, she was soon their prime suspect, without a doubt. “Sire, sorry to say it’s that Princess Chipolata, who stole those jewels.” “Utter nonsense!” roared the king in a rage. Being a wise king, he knew of course it’s impossible to keep a ghost in a cage. Later, the two ghosts saw the princess taking some gold and thought that the king should be immediately told. The king growled, “why won’t you stop with these terrible lies!” The ghosts said, “we saw it ourselves, with our very own eyes!” The king shouted, “now the castle’s ghosts have turned into spies!” Raising his voice he added, “if you weren’t ghosts, you’d be running for your lives.”

The king was now in a terrible mood. He wouldn’t smile nor eat his food. However, it seemed the fishy princess was nowhere to be seen. It was exactly as the two ghosts had feared. Eventually, she was caught with the crown jewels. The king realized he’d been taken for a fool. “I need to be careful when choosing a queen, not every princess is all that they seem.” The two friendly ghosts were back in his good books. The princess went to prison for her terrible crime. The palace changed back into its normal state and calm was restored.  

Born in 1961, in Reading, England Francis H Powell attended Art Schools, receiving a degree in painting and an MA in printmaking. In 1995, Francis H Powell moved to Austria, teaching English as a foreign language while pursuing his varied artistic interests adding music and writing. He currently lives in Moret sur Loing, France writing both prose and poetry. Francis H Powell has published short stories in the magazine, “Rat Mort” and other works on the internet site “Multi-dimensions.” He has had three books published and has also compiled a book of short stories, poems and illustrations, featuring other writers and poets. The book is called “Together Behind Four Walls” and is a book of lockdown stories and poems. The book has raised money for Marie Curie nurses. He has had poems published in anthologies, for both adults and children. He has done poetry reading for Paris Lit up as well as other events. 

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Keeping Your Writing Different – Guest Post by Mitch Maiman

How Do You Keep Your Writing Different?

Mitch Maiman- author of “Every Third Night”

     The key to keep your writing “different” is being loyal and true to yourself. We are all singular individuals, and writers are no exception. We think differently, react differently, and compose our prose differently. Writing is simply transmitting the ideas that are filtered out by your brain and expressing them in flowing sentences and appropriate words. Since no two brains are alike, your fiction can only be uniquely yours, unless you violate the cardinal rule of composition and try to mimic another author’s style or live up to some biased standard that you have encountered. Just be yourself. Don’t use words that you wouldn’t use in your everyday language. Don’t invent fancy phrases that you have never heard in your entire life. And when you try to project yourself into one of your character’s mindsets, don’t deviate too far from your own paradigm. Every character must make sense to you, even if they are deviant or crazy. At times, we all are. For instance, if one of your characters is a murderer, imagine yourself as that criminal and write what you might do in a given situation. If another one is psychopath, become psychotic in your thought and transmit how your own brain interprets that pathology. Don’t let your characters become foreign to you. Intrinsically break them down through your own lens, and recite their plights in your own vernacular.

     Then there is style. Develop your own style. There is no cookbook recipe, and no blueprint that must be followed. In my own experience, I found myself ending almost every chapter with a one-line paragraph, usually an open-ended but definitive statement. Something the reader can really mull over. At first, I thought that might not be wise, that it was possibly too repetitive. But since every chapter seemed to be ending that way, I realized that this mode of writing was truly my style. It was my way of connecting my subplots, and entice the reader to continue uninterrupted to embellish my novel and move rapidly on to the next chapter. It became one my signature modalities. So, I adopted it, instead of worrying about what a critic might think. If your writing keeps leading you down a certain path, do not be afraid. That is your distinction. You may try to improve upon it and fine tune its presentation, but do not abandon it. You may become well- known for that very same tendency.

     Finally, the ratio between your works DIALOG among the characters versus NARRATIVE text is another key element that helps distinguish one’s literary expression. Some say that too much dialog might read like a screenplay or television series, OR, too much narrative might become boring literary fiction and drag on too long. Hogwash. Every interaction, every point in plot development might call for a different strategy, and your novel might vacillate between the two depending on particular circumstances. Dialog provides the reader with the most dramatic moments, and well-written narrative must support the plots essence. Don’t be overly aware of the blend between the two, any more than you should count the words in your book. It is the quality of your account that matters, and the realism that you can impart to your audience. Any part of the book might favor one or the other. Just write it as you feel it, and the pages will reflect your honesty.

    And the clarity that results from your effort will result in great fiction.

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EVERY THIRD NIGHT

“Every Third Night” is an eye-opening yet poignant story that is set in a busy, dehumanizing and unyielding New York City residency program in Obstetrics and Gynecology in 1984. It brings the reader into the real world of medicine at a time of limited supervision and brutal duty hours through the vantage points of young physicians enduring stressful conflicts and volatile relationships.

Protagonist and chief resident Jimmy Zito seemingly has it all- brilliant clinical skills, handsome, a talented teacher, and a gorgeous girlfriend to boot- but a troubled past and a rash of new conflicts leave him struggling to survive in this, his last month of training. He desperately tries to guide his fellow residents through their own personal traumas, but is not nearly as well equipped to handle the pressure as others might think, especially considering the toxic and exhaustive work schedule, unchecked aberrant behavior of attending physicians, and the highly competitive and emotional demands of Ob-Gyn.

Intern Henry Deluca grapples with the consequences of a horrific surgical complication that he feels responsible for. Co-chief resident Greta Greenberg struggles with her personal dilemma in a busy abortion clinic. Best friend Mike O’Rourke is driven to madness by an unreasonable superior’s callousness concerning a dying patient with ovarian cancer. And Kim Clark, Jimmy’s occult but obvious love interest, is at wits end after constantly being tortured by her sadistic Chairman. Jimmy’s ultra-needy girlfriend and stubborn father do not make things any easier. The intertwined subplots all mesh together and come crashing down when an unexpected, dramatic and haunting mishap leaves the program reeling and Jimmy’s life forever transformed.

AUTHOR BIO

Dr. Mitchell Maiman became a physician at age twenty-four and is now retired. As a specialist in Obstetrics and Gynecology and sub-specialist in Gynecologic Oncology, he has had a distinguished academic, clinical and research career in medicine and served as both a Director of Gynecologic Oncology and Chairman of Obstetrics and Gynecology at major New York City based university hospitals. He has been recognized for his numerous educational contributions in the field and his devotion and commitment to the teaching of residents and fellows.

Mitch lives with his wife, Dr. Judy Levy, in Long Island, New York and is an avid tennis player and practitioner of yoga. They first met during their residency training. This is his first novel.

Why I Chose to Start a Fiction Podcast as an Author

Why I Chose to Start a Fiction Podcast as an Author by Alyanna Poe

As an indie horror author, I’m always looking for new ways to promote my work. Having watched the first season of Only Murders in the Building, it got me thinking. There are people that listen to true crime podcasts so thoroughly that they have maps, notes, and theories about the cases they listen to. Only problem is, I’ve got no connections to get details about cases, but I do have a head full of stories.

This birthed the idea of the Indicted Fiction Podcast. I thought, “True crime but make it fiction.” I didn’t want to use the same format as a true crime podcast because who wants to listen to a fake case? Not to mention, the idea allowed for many mistakes. I couldn’t imagine writing a fake crime and investigation just to have a listener tell me it’s not possible and the whole case is clearly a sham. So came the audio diary idea. 

Season one of Indicted Fiction is called “Adam’s Murder.” Can you guess what it’s about? Each episode of the podcast is a chapter of the book I wrote under the same name, and once the last podcast episode airs, the book will be published. Abigail Drummer must work through her grief as she investigates the murder of her brother, keeping an audio diary as she points a finger at everyone she knows. I play the character I wrote, Abigail Drummer. While planning out the idea, I figured an audio diary format leaves me so much creative space. Listeners have told me that she has a quirky awkwardness about her youth and that she’s very relatable and emotional. I’ve never taken an acting or voice over class, and I think the only reason I’m able to convey this emotion is because I wrote the story and it’s so close to me. In 2020 I lost my own brother. In Adam’s Murder I worked through a lot of grief and feelings of guilt, and narrating that work only amplified my emotions. I think in episode three you can actually hear me crying. 

The benefit of narrating your own story is that you understand where to emphasize the words, where to show emotion, and how your character sounds. Abby is awkward. She’s introverted and so unsure about the world around her. Sure, a voice actor would be able to convey this, but I think my listeners/readers are not only making a connection to Abby but also to me. 

Another great benefit is, I was able to do this on a budget, and I can promote this podcast in places I could never promote my books because it’s free. Listeners get a taste of my writing and then can check out my other books or buy the book once it’s published. Not to mention, the podcast is sort of acting as a book launch, building excitement for the publication of the book.

So far, despite having a mic that’s not great and a set up that would make any voice actor cringe, I’ve gotten great feedback. Every week people are excited for a new episode, and I’m so proud of myself for having spread myself into new territory as an author. 

I think any writer could benefit from a fiction podcast. Whether you do a short story per week, add sound effects, or narrate from third person, it’s all doable. 

For anyone interested, Indicted Fiction: Adam’s Murder is available to read on my blog and to listen to on my website, YouTube, and Spotify. And if all goes well, season two of Indicted Fiction will be available to my patrons on Patreon only and will follow a serial killer in prison telling her stories of murder and why she did it.

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Author Alyanna Poe: an author from Northern California with a knack for horror. Poe has been writing since a young age and self-published her first horror novel at eighteen years old. Many ask what her real name is, only to be surprised that she is a born Poe with relations to the great Edgar Allan Poe. She frequently posts interviews with small businesses and authors like herself, short fiction, and articles about writing and marketing to her website authoralyannapoe.com

Check out The Case of Adams Murder: Episode 1


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Roni Faciane ~ Author Interview

Roni was left to fight a fight that few could win. She filled with rage holding her baby now covered in bruises, praying to a God that wouldn’t protect her. She pushed back murderous plots in her head. After all, her son and daughter relied on her training to dispense justice—not revenge. Defending her baby, she took her beating in front of a judge and vowed to make them pay. Five years later, she would again face that same system. This time she was a huntress of fugitives—a bounty hunter. A newfound badge of redemption propelled her into the spotlight. Exploited, threatened and sued, she continued her mission. But she found her biggest challenge in the case of human trafficking, the deaths of six young women, and two serial killers.

Roni tells her riveting story in RUBBER BULLETS a memoir!

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Doctor Glass by Louise Worthington ~ Book Review

TITLE: Doctor Glass (April 11, 2022)

AUTHOR:     Louise Worthington

RATING OVERVIEW ★★★★.★ (4.5)
Writing: ★★★★★
Story: ★★★★
Characters: ★★★★★
Appearance: ★★★★

AMAZON DESCRIPTION:

Psychotherapist Emma-Jane Glass has prioritized work over leisure for far too long. She does whatever it takes to help her clients, and it’s bordering on professional obsession. When she publishes a controversial article about unstable mothers murdering their children, an anonymous letter arrives on her doorstep:

I will expose you.
Then, I will mutilate you…
Wait for me.


After she is abducted into the night, Doctor Glass finds herself at the mercy of a dangerous sociopath. But being a relentless doctor of the mind, she feels an urge to help her fragile captor, even if it might shatter her sanity—and her life. It becomes a game of survival, and only one mind can win.

For fans of deeply layered thrillers by Ruth Ware, Tana French, and Alex Michaelides comes the newest voice in psychological fiction.

CONTENT GUIDANCE: 
This novel explores aspects of psychology and mental health and contains depictions of self-harm, alcohol abuse, eating disorders, and suicide. Please read with care.

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MY 2 CENTS / THE CRITICAL POINTS:

WRITING (★★★★★): Worthington’s writing style will draw you in! She has a degree in literature and psychology, which she uses to create psychological thrillers, such as Doctor Glass, that let her readers explore the depths of the human mind and how far humans are willing to go when their lives and livelihoods are threatened.

This book started out a little slow, but quickly picked up its pace as she pulls you into the store. Page after page, I couldn’t put this one down. I’ve read a few reviews that say the ending was too fast, but I don’t really agree. I think the story just doesn’t end the way we hope… there is no Hollywood ending here… Life doesn’t always end happily ever after, and Worthington isn’t afraid to show us the ugly side of life.

STORY (★★★★): This is a psychological thriller that will definitely keep you engaged. It starts with Dr. Glass’s kidnapping after writing an article that expresses her sympathy for a mother who killed her child and then herself. I have to say, I cringed as I read her words and yet, I couldn’t put the book down. Some of the scenes were hard to read – disturbing and emotional but I had to know what happened and why. I had to keep reading.

CHARACTERS (★★★★★): Worthington does a wonderful job with the character development in this story. It’s almost scary how she is able to make every single character realistically immoral and evil.

I enjoyed reading through the perspective of multiple characters. Worthington does a great job allowing us to get into the minds of each character. Although nothing really turned out the way I expected, or hoped, that is just the way life goes at times.

APPEARANCE (★★★★): I really like the cover. There is something about it that is so haunting.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

Louise Worthington writes psychological fiction for fans of deeply layered thrillers and horror.

She has a passion for exploring the complexity and darker side of the human heart in psychologically-layered tales imbued with strong emotional themes and atmospheric settings from poisonous gardens, and medieval dungeons to an isolated property by the sea. Common themes are mental health disorders, family, motherhood, murder and revenge.

After gaining a degree in literature, she taught English in secondary schools and studied psychology. More recently she runs a farm with her husband in Shropshire and tutors teenagers in English.

She is the author of six novels, including the psychological thrillers Rachel’s Garden and The Entrepreneur, and the gothic horror, Rosie Shadow.

Doctor Glass came out on 11th April 2022, the first book in the Glass Minds series.


Mirror of Emotions by Ali Ashhar

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Mirror of Emotions is a melange of every phase that life encounters you with. This book shall take you on the erratic path on this journey of life and readers can expect an exhilarated persona of themselves disentangling the complexities they keep battling with during different phases of life. 

Ali Ashhar is poet and content writer currently residing in Kanpur, India. He is the award-winning author of poetry collection, Mirror of Emotions. He has co-authored three international anthologies. He also contributes his poems and articles to literary journals and newspapers. His works have been published in Eve Poetry Magazine, Indian Periodical, Indian Review, My Voice Canada and Good Morning Kashmir. 


Life becomes more of 

what you hold inside

rather than what transpired outside. 

~ Poem by Ali Ashhar

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The Christmas Coordinator by Kae Galla

The Christmas Coordinator – With Christmas Eve on the horizon, the citizens of the North Pole turn to Grimm for guidance and support. ​     Being meticulous and organized is Grimm’s specialty.  For years now, he has kept everything running smoothly, ensuring Christmas goes off without a hitch.  With only one month to prepare and execute a perfect holiday, he has his work cut out for him.      Strict schedules and long hours are what it takes to make sure every child has a Merry Christmas.     Santa has had enough of Grimm working himself ragged, so this year, he has ordered Grimm to begin training an assistant who will help in the Christmases to come. 

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My name is KAE Galla and I’ve loved writing since before I knew how. I’d sit with my mom and grandma telling them exactly what I wanted my story to be, and they would write it down under misshapen scribbles I tried to pass off as art work. It wasn’t until years later that I finally decided to go full throttle with my passion and share it with the world. Now, thanks to the support of my loving family, great friends, and an amazing team, my dreams of becoming an author are a reality. My heart is in Paranormal Romance, and Romance in general, with “Starburst” being the first of the “A Place to Call Home” series,  but I love challenging myself and broadening my horizons so you can bet there is more to come!

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THE CHRISTMAS COORDINATOR

December 1st

During the rest of the year, the elf community has their normal forty-hour work weeks, but not the month leading up to the big day.  The month leading up to Christmas is the busiest and most stressful time of the year.  As “Christmas Coordinator”, it’s my job to make sure everything goes off without a hitch, or at the very least without any of the children of the world realizing there were bumps in the road.  

When it comes to organization and keeping things running smoothly, I’m the one in charge.  I’m the one who ensures no one drops the ball this entire month, especially not me.  If I overlook even one minute detail, it could mean the total ruin of Christmas.  I can never let that happen.

Children only have so many years of carefree whimsy before the stress and confusion of adolescence and adulthood take hold.  Once that happens, there’s nothing more we can do for them.  That’s why it’s so important for us to make each and every Christmas memorable and full of joy.

Today the elves are stocking supplies and running safety checks on all the equipment while Santa, his advisory committee, and I make the master list.  Assuming all goes well, production can start first thing tomorrow morning.

Walking into the conference room, it’s pretty much what you’d expect, a large oval table with chairs all around, dry erase boards along the walls and a projection screen in the center.  As professional as the setup looks, this is the North Pole, and we have a flair for holiday spirit year-round.  Tucked in the corner of the room is a small table fully stocked with hot cocoa and all sorts of Christmas cookies and desserts.  Garlands, lights, and ornaments line the dry erase boards and when the projector isn’t in use, it is programmed to display snowflakes all around the room, turning it into a virtual snow globe.    

Santa is sitting at the head of the table, patiently waiting for the others to arrive.  In his pre-Christmas attire, Santa is wearing a deep red business suit with a green tie.  His beard is neatly trimmed and well kept, while his cheeks are as rosy as always.  I smile to myself as I think, no one would ever picture Santa in a business suit.  If the world ever saw him on one of his days off, they might be reminded of his jolly persona, or they might even have a hunch as to who he is- he simply radiates Christmas Spirit- but, they would never be able to peg him as Santa immediately.  

I take a moment to make sure all my documents are in order after taking my seat next to the jolly old man.  Age is a relative term at the pole, but with his gray beard, the term ‘old’ fits.  Elves live to be thousands of years old.  Santa, along with his wife, has also been blessed by Father Time with a similarly long lifespan.  

One by one, the advisory committee takes their seats and neatly stacks their own documents in front of them.  Everyone chats excitedly but it’s time to get this show on the road. 

Clearing my throat, I stand and address the room.  “Good morning, everyone.  Happy December first!”

Everyone in the room cheers and returns the greeting before giving me their undivided attention.  

“Thank you all for your hard work this year, and, of course, for joining us so early…”  And so begins the arduous task of combining all the data each of us has collected over the past year.  

Their teams work hard all year long, watching the deeds done by the children of the world– some good, some not so good,  some honest mistakes or slip-ups, others dark and devious, full of malicious intent.  These men and women are our front line, our first defense against the Naughty List.  No child is ever banned from the Nice List unless their actions are beyond saving, and even then we have a special team dedicated to investigating the reason behind their misdeeds.  That team also provides each child with ample opportunities to right their wrongs, before absolute judgment is passed.  

In past years, the advisory staff was drastically smaller.  Unfortunately, we lost more children to the Naughty List that potentially could have been saved than I’d like to admit.  Fifty years ago, when I took over the position as Christmas Coordinator, I did an overhaul on the advisory council itself by adding more members and adjusting workflow.  Each council member is in charge of a small team.  Each team is then assigned a time zone.  

Decades ago, the world’s population wasn’t as robust as it is currently.  Wars, disease, and famine took so many before their time.  This also meant that not only were there far less children than there are now but also that many lost their Christmas spirit very early on.  Although it’s painful to watch, there was nothing we could do.

Thankfully after so much destruction and sadness, cures have been discovered, treaties brokered, and there has also been an increase in charitable acts worldwide.  With all the progress going on in the world, more and more children are being brought into the world.  It was a slow process, so it’s understandable that the increased workload was overlooked.  Sometimes a fresh look at the process is exactly what the doctor ordered, and that’s why the overhaul was so important.  

We all have the same goal on the council:  keep as many kids on the Nice List as possible.  

“So, where do we stand this year?”  

One at a time, they provide their reports on lost children before adding their portion of the Nice List to the Master.  Our computer system speeds up the process of filtering and compiling the present list for our production staff in the toy shops.  

Of those on the Naughty List, some are expected while others come as a total shock.  For those unusual cases, Mr. Buckley and his team will continue to research and do their best to save them from the Naughty List.  I know it’s unavoidable. We will always lose some children, but that doesn’t make it any easier to accept, and it doesn’t mean we will give up on them.  

As if on cue, Buck and the head of his alpha unit, Zayne, walk in to collect the appropriate case files.  Once they’ve left, we can’t delay any longer.  With a heavy heart, Santa, myself, and the other members of the council, sign and seal the Master List.  Those on the naughty side now, won’t be receiving any presents from Santa this year, and probably never will again.  Once a child loses their spirit, it’s rare for them to find it again.  Adulthood has far too strong a pull.  

“Don’t worry, Grimm. Buck will save as many as he can,”  Santa says before dismissing the council.

Sighing heavily, I pack up my briefcase and get ready for my next task of the day.  There’s so much to get done and not a lot of time to do it.  Sure we spend the year getting the basics in order, but children’s desires change so frequently that it’s best to wait on hammering out the details.

Little girls don’t just want a baby doll anymore. They want dolls that cry, eat, and wet themselves.  So our toymakers build basic doll forms throughout the year and then based on the Master List, they get to work turning those forms into toy ‘real babies’ and superheroes.  Little boys don’t want cars or fire engines anymore. They want spaceships and transformers.  So our toymakers follow the same process of building a basic form and then creating something new and exciting.  So far, this process seems to work well.  

“Grimm?”  Santa asks from the doorway.

Shaking myself from my thoughts, I realize everyone else is long gone and I’ve been sitting here silently for several minutes.  “Sorry, Santa. Just thinking about what’s next.”

“It’s only the first of the month and you already seem stressed.  I want you to start training someone to be your assistant to help you next year and going forward.  You do an amazing job and you’ve turned this process into a well-oiled machine.  I think it’s time you had a little help.”

Nodding, I say, “Yeah, maybe.  I’ll think about it.”

It’s not often that Santa pulls rank, but I see it in his eyes before he even speaks. He’s about to do just that.  “Grimm, that’s an order.  I won’t have you working yourself to death.”

“Understood, sir,”  I say with my head low.  

I know he’s right, but it’s hard for me to let go and trust that someone else will get the job done correctly.  Maybe that seems controlling or like my ego is coming out, thinking that I’m the only one who can get the job done, but when the fate of Christmas is on the line, I can’t help but worry.

Other Books By Kae Galla

Nova spent years in a world she didn’t belong, never knowing who or what she is.
Years of questions and confusion, but the time has come for her to find out who she really is and where she belongs. Does she have a family that misses her? Have they been looking for her all along? Are there others like her? What could possibly have happened to bring her into the human world when she was so young?

The answers to all her questions are out there somewhere, and it’s time she found them. It won’t be easy, it may even be dangerous, but it’ll be worth it. Finding her family is only the first step, from there she will have to piece her life back together as she learns the differences between who she is and who she was meant to be.

What will happen when she’s thrown into a world she knows nothing about?


Luna Luna grew up with nomadic parents but when they disowned her for wanting to live among a true pack, Alpha Sax welcomed her into his pack before her awakening. On Luna’s sixteenth birthday, the awakening arrives and she shifts for the first time. Will she finally feel like she has found her home? Her place?

Despite her wolf being small and weak…

Despite being shunned by her true mate…

Despite having no blood relatives to stand up for her…

Luna is special and the Alpha knows it because she can see what others can’t, she can see people’s true colors. When Luna finds herself helpless and in danger will her mate see the light or will he abandon her for a second time.


RIDLEY
Humans are selfish and greedy beings…at least that’s what I thought. When my mate turns out to be half human, I’m forced to take a closer look and realize not all humans are bad.
How do I tell her she’s not merely a human? How do I teach her about a side of her she never knew existed?
Will she accept me and our connection? Or will I be left heartbroken?

ARISTA
My entire life I felt out of place. I knew my aunt was doing the best she could raising me, but deep down I knew there was more out there for me. I just had to find it.
Growing up a human, I never expected to find a mate. Heck, I never even knew merfolk existed.
Falling in love was easy. Accepting who and what I am? That’s the hard part.


Brin
Tossed aside like garbage, I never knew who my true parents were. The woman who raised me never showed an ounce of motherly affection toward me, only a sense of responsibility.

When I’m forced to flee from the only home I’ve ever known, I fear death is all that awaits.

Until he finds me.

My life will never be the same.



Jingle His Bells by Lisa Wood

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Jingle His Bells by Lisa Wood

Remi Abrahms had been in love with Cole since she was twelve years old. No one else had ever measured up and she worried no one ever would. She knew he could never feel the same way.

Cole Blackburn hadn’t really noticed Remi until her high school graduation party two years ago. Being almost a decade younger than him, she just wasn’t on his radar. He would love to ask her out but knows she’s off-limits.

Why? Remi is his best friend’s baby sister.

Now they’re both home for Christmas and their attraction is off the charts. Is their happily ever after worth destroying the bond between siblings and losing your best friend?

This is a HEA story with no cliffhangers.
Due to explicit language and content, this book is intended for readers 18+.

Lisa was born in Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada. She is a retired software tester with two kids, both grown, and a granddaughter that she loves to spend time with. 

She writes erotic romance because the perfect man has to exist somewhere! Her alpha males include billionaires, grumpy mountain men, and the boy next door who generally need a little help to get their happily ever after with their heroines. She writes in a variety of different tropes including romantic suspense, second chance love, paranormal romance, and so many more! 

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TWO CHAPTER EXCERPT

Chapter 1

Cole

Cars lined the street and I rolled my eyes, trying to find a spot closer than a mile from the damn house. As per usual, Tristan had gone way overboard. His little sister, Remi, had just graduated and he was throwing her a party. I hadn’t spent a whole lot of time around her in the last couple of years, but when their parents were killed two years ago, Tristan had stepped up as her guardian. He was incredibly protective of her and I didn’t envy any of the guys at the party who tried to approach her.

I didn’t have much interest in being at a party with a bunch of teenagers, but he had asked me to give him a hand and I’d agreed. He was going to be pissed as I was supposed to have been here two hours ago to help set up, but there was no way I was kicking the hot piece of ass I’d taken home last night out of my bed. I finally found an empty spot a couple streets over, parking the truck, and started toward the house. I let myself in the house, already overrun with people.

“Cole! Where the fuck have you been? You should have been here hours ago,” Tristan griped from the back door.

“Sorry, man, I slept in. I’m here now, where do you want me?”

“Bullshit, you slept in. What was her name?”

“Not a clue,” I chuckled.

“You’re such a manwhore. C’mon, you can help me man the barbeques.”

“Cause you’re so much better, right?”

He shook his head and I followed him to the backyard. It was fucking jam packed. I found myself rolling my eyes again as I accepted the flipper.

“So, where’s the guest of honor?”

“God only knows. Last I saw her, she was hanging out by the pool. With the dress she’s wearing, I’m expecting to murder some of these assholes tonight,” he gritted out.

“So, you didn’t invite me for company. You just needed someone to help bury the bodies,” I laughed.

I worked the grill, flipping about two hundred burgers, all the while scanning the crowd. I figured I should at least congratulate Remi. She graduated with full honors, the valedictorian of her class. My eyes settled on a woman on the other side of the pool, facing away from me. She had auburn hair, falling in waves, nearly to her waist, and the nicest ass I’d seen since… well, since this morning. Her skin was bronzed and her legs long and shapely. She stood out, not just because of her body, but also because she was one of only a handful wearing a one-piece instead of a skimpy bikini.

“I see you invited some guests of your own,” I said, not taking my eyes off her.

“A few women from work, yes. They’ve gotten to know Remi over the years and wanted to be here for her.”

My heart stopped as she turned around. My eyes trailed up her long, shapely legs and widened at the bathing suit that was anything but conservative as I’d thought. Cut outs showed off her flat, tanned stomach, and her large breasts were barely contained. My mouth watered just looking at her as my eyes finally reached her face. I froze, not believing what I was seeing.

Fuck.

It was Remi, no longer the gangly, uncoordinated girl I’d last seen a couple years ago. I was in so much fucking trouble.

“Cole? Cole! Dude, the burgers are burning,” Tristan said, punching my arm.

“Shit,” I said, my attention brought back to the grill.

“What the fuck? I spent the last minute calling you!”

“Sorry. I think I was just momentarily stunned that you let Remi out of the house like that.”

“Like what? She’s wearing a dress. It’s a little shorter and tighter than I’d like, but she’s eighteen and I only have so much control.”

“No, she’s not. She’s in a bathing suit. A very revealing bathing suit.”

I pointed toward her and then watched as his jaw tightened and face turned red. His fists clenched at his sides and his spine snapped straight.

“Watch the grill,” he growled, storming toward her.

He got to the other side of the pool, grabbed her arm, and started dragging her toward the house. Anger flashed on her face as she struggled against him. She was yelling at him, but was too far for me to hear what she was saying.

“Oh, shit,” I muttered.

She somehow managed to break free of him and shoved her hands hard against his chest. I started laughing, along with most of the people around us, as he went flying into the pool. He was going to be pissed as hell. Her eyes rounded, realizing what she’d done, and she ran away from the pool, grabbing a coverup on the way. She came to a stop behind me, peeking around my shoulder as Tristan made his way out of the pool, soaked to the skin, and a murderous look on his face.

“Hi Cole,” she squeaked, ducking behind me again. “He’s gonna kill me, isn’t he?”

“I think that’s a very real possibility,” I chuckled, “but I’ll try to hold him off if you want to try to disappear into the crowd.”

“Thank you!”

She took off with a squeal, just as he reached me, and I stepped out in front of him.

“Get out of the fucking way,” he snapped, “or I’ll be burying your body along with hers.”

“No way. You said yourself, she’s eighteen. There’s not one woman here that isn’t dressed in something revealing. They all look hot as fuck,” I reasoned, backing away slowly when I realized what I’d just said.

His eyes narrowed, filled with anger, and I was stunned at the low, lethal tone that came out of his mouth.

“You keep your dick far away from my little sister, or I’ll rip it off and feed it to you.”

“Understood.”

I turned back to the grill, feeling guilty as hell, but couldn’t get her hot little body out of my head. Tristan lost track of Remi, changed into dry clothes, and grudgingly came back to the grill, muttering under his breath. This wasn’t the last she was going to hear about this.

***

I’d been here a couple of hours now. I was done with the food and was a couple beers in, sitting on a chair on the patio. I’d had to throw a little punk out of it, but whatever. Respect your elders and all that shit. Needing another beer and a bathroom break, I stood up and started toward the house.

“I’ll be back in a few, man. Gotta take a piss.”

“Grab me a beer while you’re in the house, yeah? I’m definitely going to need more alcohol to get through this party.”

“No problem.”

I walked into the house, bypassing the downstairs bathroom, and the line that went with it, heading upstairs to use the one in Tristan’s room. I got a glimpse of someone walking in ahead of me and quickened my pace with the intention of throwing her out.

“What the hell are you doing in here?” I barked.

She spun around, eyes narrowed, and snapped, “I don’t know, Cole, what are you doing in here?”

“Oh shit. Sorry, Remi. I didn’t realize it was you. I didn’t get a chance earlier but congratulations.”

“Thank you. I’m sorry you got dragged to a party I’m sure you have no interest in being at.”

“I don’t know,” I said, my eyes taking in her body, “it’s definitely been worth it.”

A blush rose on her cheeks and she rushed into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. I chuckled at how easily she blushed and sat on Tristan’s bed to wait. She came out and I stood, holding out my arms for a hug. She hesitated for just a moment before stepping forward, letting me wrap my arms around her. I ducked my head and kissed the corner of her mouth, my cock hardening as she rocked her hips forward and let out a quiet moan.

“Fuck, Remi. Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?”

Her eyes met mine, full of desire, and she raised up on her toes to brush her lips against mine. I groaned, moving one hand to her ass and the other to the nape of her neck, pulling her flush against me. I took her mouth in a passionate kiss, my tongue thrusting into her mouth. Her tongue tangled with mine and my cock pressed hard against her body, already weeping for her.

“Cole…” she moaned.

I growled, lifting her up, and she wrapped her legs around my waist, her damp center covered with only a thin scrap of material. I pressed her up against the wall and pulled the straps of her bathing suit down, her large breasts bouncing out. A rush of precum leaked from my dick as I took one of her rosy nipples into my mouth. My tongue circled it as it peaked and she cried out as I bit down. She reached for my belt, fumbling to get it undone. I knocked her hand out of the way and swiftly undid my pants, shoving them down to free my cock.

“Are you sure about this, Remi?”

“Just do it,” she murmured against my lips.

I pulled her bathing suit to the side and thrust my cock into her hot, wet, tight-as-fuck pussy. She gasped, her mouth opening to accept my tongue as I slowly moved in and out of her. I pulled back until just my head was in her and then slammed back in, fucking her against the wall. She moaned, her pussy clenching around me and my release was building quickly. I slipped a hand between us and pinched her clit between my fingers, flicking it with my thumb.

“Holy shit, Remi. You feel like fucking heaven, wrapped around my dick. I want you to come all over it.”

She cried out, her juices soaking me as she came on my cock. I roared as cum shot out of me, filling her with my seed. I kissed her softly, my cock slipping out of her as I eased her to her feet. We leaned on each other, our breath slowing as we came down from our releases.

“Yo, Cole! Where the hell did you go?” Tristan called from downstairs.

“I’ll be down in a minute. I had to wait for a bathroom to free up.”

Remi’s eyes widened and she pushed me back. She quickly straightened her bathing suit and ran out of the room. I grabbed hold of my pants and walked into the bathroom, not sure what the hell had just happened. I glanced down, shocked when I saw streaks of blood on my cock.

Fucking hell.

As if it wasn’t bad enough I’d fucked his sister, but I’d apparently also taken her virginity. I rushed out of the room, doing up my pants in the process, trying to find her. I grabbed two beers and headed back outside, falling back into my chair and passing one over. After a few minutes scanning the backyard, it was clear she was avoiding me.

“What’s up with you?”

“Oh, nothing. I was just trying to find Remi.”

“Why?” he asked, eyes narrowed.

“I haven’t had a chance to congratulate her. I’ll catch her later, I guess.”

Hours later, I still hadn’t found her and the guilt was eating me up. I’d had about enough of the party and gave up on finding her, pulling out my phone to order an Uber.

“I’m going to head out, man. I think you can handle it from here. Shit. I didn’t even think about my truck. It’s probably going to get towed.”

“Where is it parked?”

“On Sycamore St., just off your street.”

“Give me your keys. I’ll get Babs to pull it into my driveway and you can get it in the morning. Don’t worry,” he cut in, sensing my hesitation, “she’s DD for the girls and had nothing but pop all night.”

“Thanks, man. I’ll talk to you later in the week.”

“Thanks for helping out. Let’s get together next week, without a bunch of brats, and have a few drinks.”

“Sounds good, talk to you later.”

I headed out front to wait for the Uber, wondering what the fuck I’d been thinking.

Chapter 2

Remi

Holy shit.

I couldn’t believe it. I’d had a crush on Cole for years, and I’d just let him fuck me up against a wall. I considered telling him I was a virgin, but was afraid he’d stop if I did. I was feeling completely euphoric until Tristan had called him and it was like a bucket of ice water had been dumped over me. I ran out of the room in a panic, his cum leaking from my pussy, soaking my bathing suit.

I spent the rest of the evening avoiding him because I wasn’t sure I could hide what had happened from Tristan if he saw us together. He would kill him if he found out he’d fucked me. I did my best to settle the dirty thoughts running through my mind while I was celebrating with my friends. Once the last person had left, I went over to Tristan and threw my arms around his waist.

“Thank you, big brother, for the awesome party. I’m sorry I pushed you in the pool,” I said, giving him my best puppy dog eyes.

“No, you’re not. Either way, you’re welcome, little sister. You deserved it. Mom and Dad would have been so proud of you.”

“Thank you,” I whispered, my eyes filling with tears.

“Let’s wait until morning to clean up.”

“Okay. Did Cole leave?”

“Yeah, the old man gave up a couple hours ago and ubered home.”

“Do you think I could get his number?”

“Why would you need that?”

“I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye. I just want to thank him for coming tonight,” I said, hoping he would believe me.

“Oh, sure.”

I added his name into the contacts on my phone, hugged Tristan once more, and headed upstairs to shower. I was covered in chlorine, sweat, and Cole’s cum. I stayed in the shower, water raining down on me, until the water turned cold. I dried off and fell into bed naked, pulling the covers up over me, and grabbing my phone. I hadn’t reacted well after we’d slept together and I needed to talk to him. I called his number twice, the call going to voicemail both times. I didn’t want to wait until tomorrow, so I decided to text him instead.

Remi: Cole? It’s Remi…

I waited for a couple of minutes and when it didn’t show as read and I hadn’t gotten an answer, I tried again.

Remi: Hello?

Remi: You must be sleeping. I just wanted to thank you for coming tonight. I’m sorry for the way I reacted in the bedroom. I heard Tristan and just panicked. Message me or call me, please.

I woke the next morning, checking my phone right away. My heart fell when he still hadn’t responded. I got up and dressed, ready to clean up after the party, and hoping I’d hear from him later in the day.

I didn’t. I texted every day for a week and still hadn’t heard back from him. He’d had sex with me, that had to have meant something to him, right? He went out for drinks with Tristan on the weekend, so he was obviously alive and well. I cornered my brother the next morning.

“Big brother, is everything okay with Cole?”

“Yeah… why?”

“I’ve been texting him to thank him for last weekend, but he hasn’t answered me back.”

“Well, maybe he just doesn’t want to talk to my little sister,” he said, looking at me warily.

I didn’t want to raise his suspicions any further, so I just shrugged my shoulders and left the room. I went up to my room and threw myself on my bed, tears burning my eyes. I’d given him a part of myself I could never get back, believing that it was the start of something, but I guess I’d been naïve. I didn’t see or hear from him the rest of the summer. He didn’t even come to the house to hang out with Tristan.

The last week of August, my car was packed to the brim and I was ready to leave for university. It was stupid, but as hurt as I was, I’d hoped he would come to see me off.

He didn’t.

“Little sister, I’m going to miss you. Are you sure you want to go to school so far away?”

“I’m sure,” I smiled, trying not to cry, “but I’m going to miss you, too. It’s going to be weird not seeing you every day.”

“I’m still willing to take you, you know?”

“Tristan, it’s a seven-hour drive. I’m more than capable of going on my own. I’ll call you when I get there.”

I hugged him tight, raising up to my toes to kiss his cheek.

“I love you.”

“I love you, too. Drive safe, Remi.”

I nodded and climbed into my car, heading toward my fresh start.

***

4 years later

I stepped into my little black dress and zipped it up, slipping my feet into my favorite strappy 4” heels. My boyfriend, Sam, was taking me out to dinner and was going to be home any minute. I’d graduated university and had been working at a tech company since I finished. I was ashamed to admit I hadn’t been home in over a year. I’d spent more time than I’d like to admit, pining over Cole, and it was just too hard for me to go back.

Tristan had threatened to drag me back for Christmas this year, so Sam and I had planned to spend a couple of days there over the holidays. I finished getting ready and ran downstairs, getting to the front door just as he got home.

“Remi, you look beautiful,” Sam said, dropping a kiss on my lips. “Just give me a few minutes to change and we can go.”

“Okay,” I smiled.

I watched as he walked up the stairs. He wouldn’t tell me where he was taking me tonight and, frankly, I was a little bit worried. I loved Sam and we had a great relationship. The problem was, I didn’t feel even a fraction of the passion with him that I had with Cole. I was pretty sure I would never find it with anyone else. True to his word, Sam was back downstairs quickly and I threaded my fingers through his, following him to the car.

I couldn’t help but grin when he pulled up to the Emerald Grill, a new steakhouse in town.

“Sam,” I said, excitedly, “It’s almost impossible to get a reservation here!”

“My boss owed me a favor and was able to get a table. I knew you wanted to come here, so I jumped at the chance.”

“Well, thank you.”

I kissed him on the cheek and got out of the car, waiting for Sam to hand his keys to the valet. He wrapped his arm around my waist and led me into the restaurant where the host led us to our table. We enjoyed our meal, but as he sat across from me, he looked nervous, sweat beading on his brow. I watched as he stood up and pulled something out of his pocket.

No,

He dropped to one knee and opened the small box to reveal a large diamond solitaire.

No.

Tears filled my eyes, emotions overwhelming me. They spilled over my cheeks as he started to speak and my heart broke for what was to come.

“Remi, I love you and want to spend my life with you. Will you marry me?”

I just stared at him, speechless. That was possibly the worst proposal, ever, but my answer would have been the same either way.

“I… I…”

“Remi?” he asked, laughing nervously, rubbing the back of his neck.

“I’m sorry,” I cried, knocking my chair over in my haste to stand.

I bolted out of the restaurant, leaving a stunned Sam down on one knee, while people looked on with a mixture of shock and pity. I practically pushed a woman out of the way to hop in a cab that sat out front. Blurting my address to the cabbie, I swiped my cheeks furiously, trying to figure out what I should do next. I ran into the house and up the stairs, stripping out of my dress as I went. I made a decision and got changed, throwing everything I could into two suitcases.

Knowing I couldn’t just leave without a word, I went downstairs into the office and grabbed a pad of paper.

Sam;

I’m so sorry… for everything. I love you, so much, but I’d be lying if I said a part of my heart wouldn’t always belong to someone else. It wouldn’t be fair of me to accept your proposal, knowing that I can’t love you the way you deserve. It wasn’t fair of me to wait as long as I have to tell you.

I want you to be happy and to find someone worthy of your love and devotion. You’re a good man and I don’t doubt that you will find the perfect woman for you. I have taken what I can now, but will make arrangements to collect the rest of my things as soon as I’m able.

I wish you the best and, again, am so sorry for how I’ve ended this. I know I’m a coward doing it in a letter, but I can’t bear the thought of doing it face to face.

I love you.

Remi

I set the note on the kitchen counter, threw my suitcases in my car, and started toward the only person I knew could soothe my broken heart.

Tristan.

***

I drove straight through and seven hours later, I parked my car behind Tristan’s. I smiled at the god-awful, tacky Christmas decorations that went up every year, as far back as I could remember. I pulled the suitcases out of the trunk, dragging them up to the porch. At 2 a.m., I figured Tristan would be home so I let myself in and quietly pulled the suitcases in after me. I turned, surprised to see a glow from the living room.

“Big brother?”

“Little sister?” he called, confusion on his face as he met me in the foyer. “What are you doing here?”

“I… I… Tristan, I’m a horrible person,” I wailed, throwing myself at him, emotions clogging my throat.

“What happened? Talk to me, sweetheart.”

“Sam proposed.”

“And that’s a bad thing? You’ve been together for two years.”

He led me into the living room and sat us down on the couch, his arm around my shoulders.

“I couldn’t do it, Tristan. I love him, but I don’t think I’m in love with him. I feel like I’d be settling and that just isn’t fair to him.”

“How did he take it?”

“I don’t know,” I said sadly, “he was still on one knee in the restaurant when I left.”

He looked at me in horror, shaking his head.

“I don’t disagree with your reasoning. The last thing you should do is settle, but you didn’t even talk to him about it?”

“No. I panicked. I packed my suitcases and drove home. I left him a note, though.”

“Oh, little sister, you know you’ll need to talk to him about it, right?”

“I know, but not today. I want to have a couple glasses of wine and go to bed.”

“How long are you staying?”

“I’m not sure. I’d like to stay until the new year, if that’s okay?”

“Remi, this will always be your home. You can stay as long as you want. Let me get you a glass of wine. Red or white?”

“White, please,” I said, curling my legs up and pulling the blanket around me.

He came back with a glass of wine for me and a beer for himself and settled beside me with a sigh.

“What are you going to do about work, Remi? You only had two weeks booked off.”

“I actually have another three weeks banked. I’ll give my boss a call in the morning. I think it should be okay. I’ll just tell him I’ve had a family emergency or something.”

“Or, you could just tell him the truth. You’ve always said you two get along well.”

“You’re probably right,” I sighed. “I’m so sorry I just showed up like this in the middle of the night. I probably should have called you first.”

“Remi, relax, you’re fine. I was out with the guys tonight and wasn’t ready to sleep when I got home, so I decided to throw a movie on. I’m not so old I need to be in bed at 11,” he teased, bumping my shoulder.

I smiled, knowing I’d made the right decision to come home. Tristan always managed to cheer me up.

“What are you watching?”

“Die Hard, of course.”

“I still say that having Christmas at the beginning and end of the movie does not make it a Christmas movie,” I laughed.

“Bite your tongue!”

I leaned on his shoulder, sipping my wine. There was only about an hour left in the movie, but I just kind of zoned out for it. I was so spent, I could barely see straight.

“I’m going to head to bed, Tristan. Thank you for tonight.”

I kissed his cheek and dragged myself off the couch, heading toward the stairs.

“Chin up, little sister, things will get better. You made the right choice. Everything else will come in time. I’ll bring your suitcases up for you.”

I nodded and went upstairs, washing up before going into my room. Glancing at the suitcases, I sighed and fell into bed, still dressed.

Why did life have to be so difficult?